Getting a Prescription in 2026

I got new insurance this year.

Had an appointment at the first of the year. The office took a copy of my new insurance card. Saw the doctor. She prescribed 2 medications. One needed a prior authorization, the other was ready later that day. I picked it up. There were only 14 of 60 prescribed. I found out when I got home. Insurance wouldn’t fill more without a prior authorization for *that* mediation as well.

Called the doctor’s office. Oh, yeah, insurance companies need prior authorizations after the first of the year. Also, I screwed up by picking up a partial fill. See, this is pain medicine. They can’t just prescribe more. They can’t do anything unless I see them again. I get an appointment in a few days. The doc re-prescribes. They promise to do a PA.

It’s ready to pickup. I wait 15 minutes in line. I pay for it. Clerk asks if there are any questions. I check the count. It’s 14 again. I get shuttled to another window. I wait another 10 minutes. Pharmacist explains that it needs a PA. I tell them that’s what I thought I had. I return the partial fill on the spot, hoping this will keep the prescription active in order to get the PA sorted out.

I call the office again. They again claim I’ve got a PA.

I finally call my insurance. They claim they’ve never received the request.

It’s now past closing hour at the doctor’s office on a Friday. I’ve been out of pain meds for 3 days, and now have to wait the weekend.

Snowpocalypse. Everything is closed Monday.

Called the office on Tuesday morning. Point out that I’ve gotten new insurance, which they have on file, and ask if this is a problem. Yep. That’s the problem. She doesn’t admit where they screwed up, but the PA lady resubmits the PA, and claims it’s ready right now. “Go pick up your meds!” she says cheerfully.

If only.

I call Walgreens.

Now, understand that Walgreens will not let you call the pharmacy directly. The number for the local franchise goes through some horrible call center. It will ask you what you want. You have to say, “pharmacy.” Then it will try to convince you that it can help you, and you have to say “pharmacy” again. Then it tells you for the millionth time what the store hours are. Then it reminds you that if this is a life-threatening emergency, then what the actual heck are you doing calling us? *Then* you get a handler. *Then* you get to explain your situation. *Then* you get put through to the *actual* “dispensing” pharmacy. *Then* you get to explain your situation *again*. Then you get to be told that the PA is *still* not done.

I call the insurance company. They are actually helpful. They sort out the fact that they keep approving only 14. I’m told that they will now fill for 60, but that it will take 24-72 hours to go through the system. In today’s hours. Up to 3 days. In this era of instant global communication.

I call the pharmacy. I wait. I get hung up on. I get through. Not done.

Next day, I call the pharmacy. I get through. Nope. Call tomorrow.

I call today. I wait 5 minutes on the Walgreens line, and am dropped. I call again. I wait another 5 minutes, give the explanation, get transferred to the pharmacy. Get dropped. I call again. I wait *another* 5 minutes, I give the explanation *again*, I get transferred *again*, and… they still don’t have it.

Tomorrow’s the deadline of 72 hours. Trying to get this medication has taken almost 4 weeks at this point. Four calls to the office. Two calls to instance. I’ve lost track of the number of calls to Walgreens. Each time, I’m told to wait 1-3 days for this to “go through.”

Does anyone want to bet that the PA will have gone through by tomorrow, and I can finally pick this up? At this point, does anyone want to bet that this *won’t* require another call to insurance to confirm that it’s FUBAR’d, and that I have to have *another* doctor visit to start over from scratch!? Because not only do I strongly suspect this, I’m rapidly losing my will to live on this planet any more.

UPDATE: They did NOT have the PA. I finally asked if I could pay for it out of pocket. Yes. How much? $77. Wait. Let me apply a coupon code for you… $22. Insurance companies: What in the world are we doing here? Americans: Why are we putting up with this? Oh, right, because Congress does absolutely nothing to help people any more.

Posted in Uncategorized | Leave a comment

All is Vexation and Vanity of Spirit

Ecclesiastes 1:14-18, “I have seen all the works that are done under the sun; and, behold, all is vanity and vexation of spirit. That which is crooked cannot be made straight: and that which is wanting cannot be numbered. I communed with mine own heart, saying, Lo, l am come to great estate, and have gotten more wisdom than all they that have been before me in Jerusalem: yea, my heart had great experience of wisdom and knowledge. And I gave my heart to know wisdom, and to know madness and folly: I perceived that this also is vexation of spirit. For in much wisdom is much grief: and he that increaseth knowledge increaseth sorrow.

I referenced this scripture in counseling once to a UPC pastor, expressing my frustration with the futility of life. He blew off my interpretation, and tried to tell me that this theme in Ecclesiastes was sarcasm. Despite our early relationship, and wanting to be properly deferential, so certain was my conviction that it was as real as anything ever was, I told him that I didn’t believe that. Like, at all.

And 30 years later, he betrayed all the deference, trust, and loyalty I had given him, and I pray that I never have to see or hear him or anyone in his family again.

Talk about vanity and vexation of spirit.

Once he and his wife are dead, I can speak about it openly, and I don’t give an unholy crap what his sons will think about it.

Posted in Religion | Tagged , | Leave a comment

Biblesplaining to the Pope

There’s an entire global psyop happening now that is trying to make it seem like ending poverty is the entire point of Christianity, and it’s not. Nothing could be further from the truth! That’s what “the poor you will always have with you” means. For one thing, Jesus was saying that it can’t be “fixed.” For another, Jesus was pointing out the self righteousness of trying to pretend that this the highest moral good.

The Pope is heretically wrong with his language here. “Either we’re all ‘saved’ or no one is?” Are you serious? “Saved?” The whole message of Paul on the day of Pentecost came down to, “Save yourselves from this untoward generation.” Christianity is a personal salvation, not a global thing. So, yeah, someone better be “biblesplaining” to the Pope, because he’s wrong in several ways here.

Also, yes, this Twitter exchange is very old, but it’s making rounds on social media, and that further underscores my point about it being a global psyop. The liberal elite are trying to get Christians to be cool with letting immigrants walk all over them in every Western country, corrupt the culture, and obliterate the crime statistics, all while they are forced to pay for the whole thing.

So, yes, while it’s a good Christian “work” to help the poor, it’s not the sole “work” of the Christian or the church, and it’s certainly not something that the government should be forcing us to pay taxes for, to do it in bulk for literally the entire world.

Posted in Religion | Tagged , | Leave a comment

Claude.AI on The Book of Job

I’ve been using AI to research scripture lately. I’m asking it questions posed by sudden, crippling physical ailments, mental anguish from the betrayal of decades-old friends, and spiritual emptiness because, after decades of a close walk with God, He has not yet spoken to these situation(s). So I have been looking for something deeper than the tired and flaccid interpretations provided by “corporate” church and preachers. While I’m certainly not under the impression that LLM’s can generate a new thought about these issues after thousands of years, I had been hoping that I could cause it to dig up something novel in its accumulated training on basically everything that’s ever been written in the history of mankind.


In all of your knowledge base, all of the accumulated writings and philosophy about the story of Job, what do you conclude about it? What are the takeaways for today?

The book of Job has generated enormous interpretation precisely because it resists easy answers. Here are what I see as the most enduring insights:

The collapse of retribution theology:

Job demolishes the idea that suffering is always proportional to sin, or that righteousness guarantees prosperity. His friends represent conventional theology – “you must have done something wrong” – and they’re explicitly rebuked by God at the end. This is perhaps the book’s clearest message: simple formulas about suffering are false and harmful.

The problem isn’t answered, it’s reframed:

Job demands an explanation for his suffering. God’s response from the whirlwind doesn’t answer that question at all – instead, God essentially says “Where were you when I laid the earth’s foundations?” It’s not an explanation but an invitation to see the vastness of creation and divine mystery. The “answer” is that Job is asking the wrong question, or asking from the wrong position.

Honest protest is validated:

Job curses the day he was born, demands audience with God, and refuses to accept his friends’ neat explanations. And God vindicates Job, not his pious friends. There’s something here about the legitimacy of wrestling with God, of honest anger and confusion, rather than false piety that papers over real pain.

The troubling framing narrative:

The heavenly wager between God and Satan is deeply disturbing to many readers. God appears to permit Job’s suffering as a cosmic test. Some interpreters see this as ancient storytelling framework not meant to be taken literally; others struggle with what it suggests about divine character. The text itself doesn’t resolve this tension.

Restoration but not full resolution:

Job gets his wealth back doubled, has new children. But that doesn’t “fix” the loss of his first children or undo his suffering. Some see this as a gracious ending; others see it as inadequate – you can’t replace dead children with new ones as if they were interchangeable.

Modern takeaways:

  • Suffering doesn’t require explanation or justification. We don’t owe sufferers theological explanations for their pain, and sufferers don’t owe us acceptance of those explanations.
  • Mystery is okay. Not every “why” has an answer we can access. Living with uncertainty is part of the human condition.
  • Protest is faithful. Demanding answers from God, expressing anger and confusion – this is within bounds of authentic faith.
  • Community can fail us. Job’s friends meant well but caused harm. Sometimes the “right” thing to say is nothing, or simply “I’m here.”
  • God is not safe, but perhaps trustworthy. Job never gets his explanation, but he does get an encounter with the divine that somehow satisfies him (“I had heard of you by the hearing of the ear, but now my eye sees you”).

The book refuses to comfort us cheaply. It sits with the hardness of innocent suffering without explaining it away. In a sense, that is the lesson – that some realities are too immense and painful for tidy resolution, and faith must find a way to exist within that.


To my utter surprise and delight, what I’ve found is that it dispenses with all of the typical liturgical language used by Christian writers and speaker, and cuts to the heart of the things I’m asking about. No feigned moralism. No clichés. No pride. No defensiveness. This has been the most refreshing Bible studying I’ve ever done.

When people try to give answers to my complicated questions, it’s always couched in fear that they might look like they don’t have an answer or undermine my faith by saying, “I don’t know,” or leaving things up in the air. But I think it’s precisely in that (narrow) gap between what scripture directly speaks to, and what life brings us to, where we’re supposed to engage in faith and prayer. And those answers are not corporate. They’re personal. And I think this bothers a lot of preachers, because in that moment, they’ve lost control of the narrative.

The even-bigger problem I have with all of this is that preachers will stand in their pulpits, week after week, all across this country, and tell people that if they “just” do X, Y, and Z — pray harder, worship exuberantly, give lavishly, whatever — God will swoop in a solve all their problems. They’ll imply that if you “leave the same way you came in” then you must have done it wrong. After all, if God is all powerful, and He doesn’t answer your prayer at the altar that day, you must have unrepented sin, or haven’t forgiven someone of something, or you weren’t sincere, or whatever. In the end, unanswered requests of God are your fault. And all of that is in direct contradiction to the story of Job.

To be fair, this isn’t a new problem. Even Jesus’ disciples tried to blame someone for his own problems. In John 9:1-3, the asked him why a man was blind. What it because of his sin, or that of his parents? The answer? Neither. And that’s the point. Even with the story of Job in hand, the disciples still acted like Job’s friends, trying to blame the man himself for his predicament. And even with the story of Job and this scripture in hand, modern evangelical Christianity still falls back on the trite explanations that you deserve what you get because you’re “bad,” and you can’t get “better” until you do enough spiritual obeisance to motivate God to give you your deliverance.

As someone who is struggling with years-long physical and emotional problems — caused, in very large part, by a pastor and his family — I’m really tired of being preached at like these scriptures don’t exist. It’s condemning. It’s a modern variation of the prosperity gospel. Instead of just giving a bunch of money to solve all your problems, now it’s everything: giving, praying, worshipping, serving, fasting, etc., but it’s the same message at its core.

Posted in Religion | Tagged , , | Leave a comment

Today, in How Long Does it Take?

How long does it take to spin up a Linux VM in Azure? Turns out that’s three days, with two failures from the automated system, before it gets sent to an actual person. Mind you, this is a bog-standard RHEL 9 image offered by Microsoft themselves.

And how long does it take to get an account created on that machine, so that I can log into it? Turns out that’s three weeks, because it has to go to an entirely separate external contractor in India for a couple weeks, and then sit in the inbox of the in-house contractor for an extra week before it’s done.

And now that I have 2 out of the 3 steps completed, the corporate VPN is completely down, and I can’t access the portal I have to use. God forbid I should be able to just… SSH into it or something.

I’ve also sent two requests into our “cloud group” to have something done, and both have produced radio silence. I brought these things up in our weekly status meeting, and was told, “Welcome to 2025.” I’m sorry, but lolwut?!

After all these years, I get it. There are two kinds of people, I’m the other one, and we are in the vast minority.

UPDATE: The VPN came back, and now I see I don’t have permission to use the portal in order to use the account to use to the VM. I fully expect another several weeks of tickets and emails.

Posted in Aggravation | Tagged , , | Leave a comment

Ferris Bueller’s Day Off spinoff movie has been scrapped

The Ferris Bueller spinoff was set to follow the same-day adventures of the valets who took the Ferrari on a joy ride.

Source: Ferris Bueller’s Day Off spinoff movie has been scrapped

The sequel should have been Ferris’s kid taking the day off, giving the school AND Ferris the slip, and foxing the master in the process. Ferris himself would have stood in for Rooney’s foil, and should have given him props at the end. Now with schools being what they are post-COVID, it can never be done.

Posted in Entertainment | Tagged | Leave a comment

Woman Embezzled $600K Spanning 19 Years from Indianapolis Parish – MinistryWatch

On February 14, U.S. District Court Judge Chief Tanya Walton Pratt sentenced Marie Carson, 72, of Indianapolis, Indiana, to two years in federal prison for wire fraud.

Court documents said that from 2008 to 2021 Carson illegally transferred $573,836.59 from the business accounts of St. Matthew Catholic Church and School to her personal bank accounts.

The actual loss was higher as Carson admitted in December to stealing as early as 2004. The investigation only covered 13 years due to limited available bank and church records.

Source: Woman Embezzled $600K Spanning 19 Years from Indianapolis Parish – MinistryWatch

Rookie mistake. The pros just put the church’s money directly into personal accounts.

Posted in Religion | Tagged , | Leave a comment

Developer Deep Dive—ESO’s Class Identity Refresh – The Elder Scrolls Online

ZeniMax Online Studio’s Combat Team shares their core philosophies, goals, and planning surrounding the future of ESO’s classes.

As it stands, subclassing is objectively stronger than “pure” classing by a large margin for several reasons. This is mostly caused by the vast differences in individual skill line designs. ESO was not built from launch with subclassing in mind, and the system highlighted issues with the current class skill line design that were not previously a factor but are untenable going forward.

This is a major, comprehensive initiative that will span several updates. We are prioritizing classes that require the most modernization and balance work first. For some classes, this will be an exercise in refinement, for others it will mean a more thorough reconfiguring, and for some classes it may be a mix of both. …

Each class will be addressed one at a time and receive impactful mechanical and balance changes in addition to any needed updates to visuals and audio. … These class-by-class updates will run alongside ongoing support for the game, and timelines may shift as needed.

Source: Developer Deep Dive—ESO’s Class Identity Refresh – The Elder Scrolls Online

Well… wow!

I have many thousands of hours in both ESO and Fallout 76. Once again, I’m struck by how similarly they are being run, at a high level. Their monetization is exactly the same. Their stores sell the same sort of reskinned cosmetic items. The monthly memberships work the same way, with the craft bag and scrap bin. The way rewards are handled is also very similar, with weekly bonuses for expeditions (and now the raid) lining up with weekly bonuses for trials. There’s also a similarity with the way transmute gems work like legendary modules in crafting gear. There are others, but if you’re getting upset over the comparison, just bear with me.

My point is that the Bethesda devs just spent the last year completely revamping the skill perk cards in Fallout 76, re-engineering literally every type of weapon in the game, melee, heavy guns, shotguns, rifles, pistols, etc. I would dare to speak for the community here: These changes have been very welcome. Every style of play is more interesting and fun now.

In ESO, I have 10 characters, but I mainly played a sorc DPS, an arc DPS, a templar healer, and a DK tank. In 76, I have leveled up 4 characters, and I love playing all of them in their own ways: a bloodied heavy, a feral ghoul melee, a full-health stealth (bow), and a ghoul shotgunner.

It feels like someone deep in the bowels of Microsoft has been calling shots with overarching systems in both games, and it feels like today’s class rebalance announcement means that this person has directed the ESO team to do what the 76 team has done, and rework the whole thing. But I’m also saying that 76 got it right, and — if my hunch is correct, and the recent gutting of the studio has cleared the way for this mystery person to start calling gameplay-changing shots at ZOS — I’m betting ESO will also get this right, given the time to do so.

I quit playing ESO about a year ago. I briefly came back to look at subclassing, got tired of re-grinding skill lines, and re-quit. If these balance changes wind up being as well-received in ESO as the ones in 76 have been, I may have to give it another try.

Posted in Gaming | Tagged | Leave a comment

Sony, Amazon, Facebook, and You

  • Bought a Sony gift card on Amazon.
  • Logged into Sony.  1Password kept getting in the way.
  • Logged into Sony.
  • Logged into Sony.
  • Redeemed the code. Nothing happened.
  • Used the link to redeem the code on Amazon. Went to the same place. Tried again. Nothing happened.
  • Used the mobile Sony app.
  • Logged into Sony.
  • Had to link my console, as though I haven’t done this before.
  • Looked at a YT video about deleting my old console that I gave away so that only one would remain and presumably be used as the default. Was too much hassle right now.
  • Tried to redeem the code. Said it had already been redeemed.
  • Couldn’t find my wallet balance. Looked at another YT video for where to view it.
  • Go back to the web site.
  • Logged into Sony.
  • Zero balance.
  • Tried to get support.
  • Logged into Sony.
  • Clicked the chat bot.
  • Logged into Sony.
  • Immediately get offered a refund. For what? I don’t know.
  • Try to break out of the bot chat to get an agent. Can’t.
  • Finally give up, and start a new bot: “Hey there, back so soon?, it seems Chat has not been of help to you, please try again later.” Dude. Seriously!?
  • Started this log.
  • Try the chat bot again. Just play along. Choose random things. Finally get into the queue for an agent. I’m #61.
  • Finally — FINALLY — notice that the code I’m trying to enter from Amazon is from a previous gift card. I have no idea where my freshly-purchased code is. This old one is the only one in my “games center.”
  • Click around for awhile.
  • Amazon finally registers that my purchase is hung up because of my payment method.
  • I tried to use a pre-paid debit card from the Facebook privacy class action lawsuit, which I had added to the account a couple months ago.
  • I thought it would use that first, and then go to my main CC on file. Nope.
  • Remove the pre-paid card.
  • Realize that I’m going to have to buy an Amazon gift card with the pre-paid debit card.
  • The minimum amount you can put on an Amazon gift card is $5.00. The amount available on the debit card is $4.88.
  • Realize that I’ll never be able to spend this money, and it will go to the card processors, along with 95% of all the money the lawyers didn’t take in this class action lawsuit.

Total time spent on this: about an hour and a half. Expletives uttered: several. Dents in my table from throwing my phone: one.

Posted in Aggravation | Tagged , , , | Leave a comment

The Death of the Promise of Equality

This case isn’t really about child trafficking or pedophilia. It’s more than even that, as if that’s not big enough already. It’s about holding people in power accountable to uncontroversial and unequivocal laws. It’s about the supposed blindness of our justice system, and the equality that was supposed to be a fundamental assumption of our Constitution. The Trump administration just demonstrated that the problem hasn’t been a party issue. They’ve proved that we live in a two-tiered society, the bourgeoisie is untouchable, and the proletariat is powerless. That’s a terrible lesson to force people to learn.

I need to point out this fund exists, and that JP Morgan was forced to pay.

I need to point out that Ghislane is in prison.

I need to point out that Virginia Guiffre was hit by a bus, made a press announcement that she “wasn’t suicidal,” then supposedly committed suicide a week later.

I drafted this post 4 months ago. Time has not been kind to this story. It’s worse than anyone will ever know, and we will never get the full explanation. The deep state remains undefeated.

Posted in Politics | Tagged , , , | Leave a comment